My Life has taken an few unexpected twists over the past three/four months,

First I lost the "girl" (Lou) (I say girl, because even though she was 18/19 years old she tended to act like a small child when things don't go her way) who I thought I wanted to spend my life with, because I was being made homeless.
Then I was made homeless, leading up to the whole homeless thing I was under a lot of stress because of it and the "girl" above among other things which led me to self-harm and be suicidal (with 6 attempts - failed thankfully).
So after being without anywhere to live I ended up staying on a friends couch for two days, and that’s was when I was placed I a hostel in chepstow. Now anyone who knows me personally will tell you that 80%-90% I'm in a suit of sorts (I like to look smart even when I have nothing to my name and am homeless LOL), and when the hole homeless thing came about I was called quite some funny things like; "the Richest Looking Bum" and "The Homeless Pimp". And when I got to the Hostel the workers thought I was in the wrong place, I took about 30min to make them realize I was the one they were waiting to come into the hostel.
So I got to the hostel still really distraught and still suicidal but I was slowly on the up, I still missed Lou incredibly ( we had gone out for 2 years and I had planned on asking her to marry me (I spent close to £1500 on a custom wedding ring (I had to sell some things that were very important to me to get the money together))) but after about two week s of me being in Chepstow, she started to ignore me, which at the time really hurt me.
So there I am struggling along trying to make sense of everything that had happened, and the only person I wanted to hear form had totally shut me out of her life. So painfully I tried to get her out of my head by distracting myself with other things. I made a few friends within the hostel who then tried (with no luck might I add) to get me to do weed to make me “chill” as they put it.
So out of trying to distract myself I somehow out of boredom started doing work for the company that runs and owns the hostel that I now live at. I was making and editing the company newspaper, redesigning the company logo (next week I’m off to board meeting to meet all the directors and heads of the company) all because I was bored and stressed. LOL
After a few weeks of being stress out because of Lou, I started to calm down and I picked up a college prospectus and I applied for a few courses at RFDC (Royal Forest of Dean College). Now I wanted to go back to education for a while but never had the means to do so until I was put in this situation of being homeless. So I applied for an Art course, photography course and lastly a Music and Media Course. Well I went to the enrolment day and received some bad news, I could only do one of the courses as they conflicted with each other, so since I’m a musician by nature I chose to do the music and media course, so with that settled I went back home to the hostel to wait for the first day of term.
So college started and as you would have guessed I was a little nervous, but to look at me you would have thought different. There I was in a pristine black fitted suit, a bright white shirt with a skinny black tie, loosely tied around my neck, with black leather shoes, and my trilby hat all set off with a casual smile on my face,
Before I knew it, two weeks had past, I had made new friends and for a change I was happy, really happy. Then the unexpected hit me in the shape of a beautiful young woman by the name of Eula. We started chatting to each other, and before I knew it we where meet up as much as we could. All the time I was with her, I couldn’t help but smile and not just a false smile but a real happy true smile. Then Friday last week we were just sat in the library (that was my usual haunt when not in lesion) just talking like we do, and I playfully put my arm around her (I teased her a little, so she was a bit embarrassed), she turned to me and we smiled at each other and then out of nowhere we started kissing – AND IT FELT GOOD!
So life as it stands is all good, I’m happy, couldn’t care less about my ex, got a girl who makes me happy just thinking about her.
You could say I’m now high on life!