KageRyuMusic

long time no update so here goes lol Been trying to improve my drawing skills for a long time - and failing no matter when I do or how much I practice it still looks like something a 5 year old has done - sketching manga pages or images I can see in front of me I'm fine with but when it comes down to trying to draw what I can see in my head, I fail miserably :( *sigh* oh well

I don't know. I'm just feeling like I don't belong here. I'm not anyone else here. I'm different. I feel like I want something, yet I don't want anything. Something is missing. Like the world is spinning but it left me behind. I'm useless, I'm worthless. No one would miss me. I have no reason to be alive, I have no point. This life is shit, my can't I just die? Countless hours, countless days. And each day just passes by slower. I just want to escape from this, this isn't life, this is suffering. Happiness doesn't last. Depression, sadness and negativity always comes again. So why continue on living? Why just not end it

Been so tired lately now matter how much sleep I get I still feel more tired when I wake than when I went to bed :(